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  2. Hearing Voices
  3. Pledge Your Allegiance
  4. How Will I Laugh Tomorrow
  5. The Miracle
  6. Suicyco Mania
  7. Surf And Slam
  8. If I Don't Wake Up
  9. Sorry?!
  10. One Too Many Times
  11. The Feeling's Back

Lyrics are from official CD Booklet

 
TRIP AT THE BRAIN
(Clark/Muir)

I gotta take a trip, gotta take a trip out of this place
I gotta gotta get away, get away from the human race
I don't know what I'll see, don't even know what I'll find
I don't know what to pack, never been to a trip at the mind

Chorus:
Trip at the brain, Trip at the brain, Trip at the brain - do you know what I'm saying
Trip at the brain, Trip at the brain, Trip at the brain - well I'm going insane

I took a wrong turn and ended up at my heart
It could barely even pump no blood it was so thrashed and torn apart
Thank it for working overtime in pain and misery
Then I set back on the trail, headed for my destiny

Chorus

Fly with me
Flying free

Tripping
You must be tripping
Trip, trip, tripping
Ya ya ya ya you're tripping

I can't stop this trip, I forgot to pack the brakes
Crashed straight into a concrete wall of my mistakes
Ended up in a cemetery of a thousand wasted days
But that's alright with me, cause that's where most of my memories lay

(Major tripping which you'll just have to listen to)

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HEARING VOICES
(Mayorga/Muir)

I got kind home kind of late last night
My mind wasn't clear, but I could tell something wasn't right
So silent I could hear my heart pump
But then I heard a sound that made me jump

I tried to get real brave, tried to look around
I tried to find out from where came that sound
The more I looked, the less I could see
But the voices keep calling, calling out to me

Chorus:
I hear voices - when I'm alone
Hearing voices - but there's nobody home
Hear the voices - could it be they're calling out to me
Hearing voices - I look, why can't I see

I hear voices - can't stop the voices

It happened again - the very next day
I still couldn't understand what they were trying to say
Could only get the courage to open up one eye
Couldn't see nothing, but the voices they don't lie

I searched and searched but not a soul I found
Pretty damn sure no one was around
The more I looked the less I could see
Then I realized the voices were calling from me

Chorus

Are they demons - or are they angels or am I crazy

Now the voices I start to understand
They have to do with the Master plan
You think about what you'd do
Cause one day the voices will be calling out to you
The voices I hear now I know are true
They come not from me but they come from two
The real point is what I'm missing
From wich voice I will listen

I hear voices
Hearing voices
Do you hear the voices?
Can't stop the voices

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PLEDGE YOUR ALLEGIANCE
(Mayorga/Muir)

ST ST ST ST ST ST ST ST
I never said I don't like religion - I just don't like TV
You say I got a bad attidude - around you that comes naturally
You say I need more compassion - I can forgive, I just can't forget
You say control my temper - but when I feel like shit, I feel like shit

Cause I was born to be - ST
And I'll always be - ST
Don't get down on me - ST
Cause I'm down OG - ST
Not afraid to die - ST
Just you promise me - ST
You got to carry on - ST
You gotta carry on - ST

Why can't I ask any questions if what you say is true
Am I supposed to believe everything - or just everything said by you?
And how can you call me stupid - when you don't understand what I say
And how can you call me evil - have you spoken to God today - and what did he say?

Chorus:
As long as your heart beats - Pledge your Allegiance

You can call me ugly - but I still dress the way I choose
How you gonna judge me - you've never taken a walk in my shoes
Why don't you ever trust me when I'm smiling - is it a sin to have fun?
And why should I repent when there's nothin wrong with anything that I've done

Chorus

Pledge your Allegiance........
Suicidal Suicidal Suicidal

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HOW WILL I LAUGH TOMORROW
(Clark/Muir)

Here I sit and watch my world come crumbling down
I cry for help but no one's around
Silently screaming I bang my head against the wall
It seems like no one cares at all

Always an emotion, but how can I explain - how can I expain
Kind of like the scent of a rose, with words I cain't explain - the same with my pain
Caught up in emotion - goes over my head - goes over my head
Sometimes I got to think to myself is this life or death, Am I living or am I dead

The clock keeps ticking, but nothing else seems to change
Problems never solved - just rearranged
And when I think about all the times that I've have
So few good - so many bad

I search for personality and I look for things I cannot see
Love and peace flash through me mind - pain and hate are all I find
Find no hope in nothing new - never had a dream come true
Lies and hate and agony - thru my eyes that's all I see

If I'm gonna cry - will you wipe away my tears?
If I'm gonna die - Lord please take away my fears
Before I drown in sorrow - last thing that I'll say
How will I laugh tomorrow - if I can't even smile today

Today today - when I can't even smile today
Today today - when I can't even smile today
How will I laugh tomorrow - when I can't even smile today
How will I laugh tomorrow - when I can't even smile today

Think something's funny?
Laugh at this!

So when I look outside my room
I see the world but not the reason
What has got to be is not there
You call it pain I call it treason
But I know now what to do
Be a sign of death whatever
But if you want me, here I am
I get to die forever

I tried to hold ya - but you just turned away
And I try to tell ya - but not a word I say
Cried out so loudly - but you just covered your ears
I gave you all the signs - but you ignored my tears

So if you want me, here I am
I sit here waiting for your decision
But my body fights my mind

..
So am I getting
but still that's clear in all the wrong places
..
But the only thing I see's a change
...

Doesn't it anyone?
Seems like no one cares at all.

I search for personality and I look for things I cannot see
Love and peace flash through me mind - pain and hate is all I find
Find no hope in nothing new - never had a dream come true
Lies and hate and agony - thru my eyes that's all I see

How will I laugh tomorrow ...
When I can't even smile today?

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THE MIRACLE
(Clark/Muir)

I sailed forever, I sailed so far, and now I know just what the consequences are
I laughed out loudly, while I cried inside
But I didn't have the strength to say enough of this ride
Look a fool - I believed in a miracle
I wanted to forget, of what I'm not sure
But I found an answer - it seemed to be a perfect cure
Controlled my actions, controlled my thoughts
Controlled my feelings, and now I feel my body rot - like a fool I believed in the miracle

Twisting and I'm turning - freezing then I'm burning
Laughing then I'm crying - am I living or am I dying
Swearing then I'm praying - don't even know what I'm saying
Happy then so sad - forgiving then so mad

Do you still, do you still believe, do you still believe in, do you still believe in miracles?

Pushing then I'm pulling - who am I fooling
A friend then a foe - do I really even know?
Love and then hate
Peace then at war - but what am I fighting for
And you always try to
Keep me - oh so sleepy
So I can't realize - that it's all lies
And the more it takes hold of me - the less chance that I'll ever be free

And even though I don't believe - it's so hard to leave - a miracle - a miracle

Waiting - always hesitating - for that perfect day - that day was yesterday
And the more you're gonna wait - the more of a chance that it will be too late

How can you afford to wait, you just can't afford to wait
I shed a tear I won't deny it, but just one tear and I already cried it
And now you'll see me cry no more, don't even know what I was crying for

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IF I DON'T WAKE UP
(Clark/Muir)

Why do I wake up in the morning - nothing's changed since
the day of my birth
Why do I wake up in the morning - I make no difference on
this earth

Strength has left - has to be - something has died inside of me

If I don't wake up in the morning - at my funeral would
anyone even care
If I don't wake up in the morning - would anyone even
be there

You can put me down - you can put me out, you can try
to ignore
But now you re gonna hear me when I shout WAKE UP

Why should I wake up in the morning - it be just another
wasted day
Why should I wake up in the morning - don't do nothing
right anyway

That was then - not anymore - now I go blasting out the door

I'm gonna wake up in the morning - I'll prove you wrong I will
not fail
I'm gonna wake up in the morning - I'm gonna blaze a brand
new trail

Might not be smart, but if I'm strong
I know for sure no one ever will prove me wrong

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SORRY ?!

Seems like such a long time ago,
but I don't know if I'm ever gonna let her go.
I remember the first time that I met her,
I knew she was the one. There couldn't be anybody better.
Well, I was lost when I looked in her eyes see beauty like the chance
And I did it just to meet with her eyes...
Well those eyes, those eyes, they made me realize

That I'm
Sorry, sorry...I did not want it to be
Sorry, sorry...I could not see
Sorry, sorry...Lord how could this be
Sorry, sorry...It's raining down on me

Well, I know it sounds crazy to say.
But, in everything I do, I think about that day.
Last time I talked to her was on the telephone.
She said I know it's been a while, but I don't feel like being alone.
I slammed down the phone on the last thing I'd hear her say.
Now it's getting harder to live with it every day
And I pray, I pray that you can hear me say

I say
Sorry, sorry...I could not see
Sorry, sorry...It don't seem fair to me
Sorry, sorry...Lord, how could this be
Sorry, sorry...It's raining right down on me

Now I'm sorry

Not a day goes by when I do not sit and wonder why this had to be.
It don't seem fair to me. No no, it don't seem fair to me.
The more I wish and pray, the more it seems I waste away.
But it would mean oh so much
If I could just reach out and our hands would touch
And if I'd just go back again I know it'd all be different have a happy end.
I know exactly how I would have started,
I'd send her a letter straight from my heart.
It doesn't seem fair, why can't I forgive.
She was oh so young, she didn't even have a chance to live.
And it's all so hard to forgive.
Sometimes people think I don't know what to say because I'm looking out in space,
but inside I pray. And I pray, I pray, I pray, pray, pray.
And then I think about the day she died.
About that night when in the morning I cried, cried, cried
And I cried, I died, don't understand, I cried,

'Cause I'm
Sorry, sorry...I did not want it to be
Sorry, sorry...It don't seem fair to me
Sorry, sorry...Lord I'll always be
Sorry, sorry...She died but it's killing me

And it'll come that time when it'll be my day
And I wonder what I'll see and what she'll think
And if I'll have the courage to stay
And at last we'll see thinkin out of my head (?)
And wondered if I'll be
Strong enough to look her straight in the eye
And tell her that I'm...sorry?!

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ONE TOO MANY TIMES
(Clark/Muir)

Never good at talking, so many things I couldn't say, but those
thoughts never went away
And I'm sure you remember, said that all I wanted was
sympathy, now add this to your memory

Too many times - I felt so sad and lonely
Too many times - I needed someone there
Too many times - I tried to tell you something
Too many times - It seemed like no one cared

And I don't like asking - and it's not easy to say - I never
learned how to pray
So if you have a moment it means so much to me oh can't you
see - if you'd just say a prayer for me

Too many times - didn't even have a second
Too many times - you thought I was much too strong
Too many times - you said the feeling wouldn't last forever
Too many times - I proved you so damn wrong

Saw the changes - thought they'd go away - do you still
remember that day
Can't really fault you - only have myself to blame - but do you
still feel the same
Do ya, do ya, do ya, do ya, do ya?
But I waited so long - for someone to take my hand, and say
they understand
And I waited so long - for someone to show the way - to make
a better day
And I waited so long - for someone to spare a kiss for the love
I miss
And I waited so long - for you to look me in the eye - and say
it's worth another try
But you keep me waiting - waiting - too many times
You keep me waiting, one too many, one too many, one too
many times, too many times
One too many one too many one too many times too many
times

Can't you see you keep me waiting - one too many times

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THE FEELING'S BACK
(Clark/Muir)

I wrote a letter just the other day to nobody in particular
But if anyone were to read a bit - they'd think I was a
bit peculiar
But it matters not what they think of me, it's only what I know
is real
And so all that's left that matters now - is that the
feeling's back

Chorus:
The feeling's back and you just can't stop it
The feeling's back and you just can t stop it

I fought a thousand times - I never knew the meaning of the
word fear
Till that one day when I stood alone - staring straight in the
mirror
It's not a pretty sight - and even worse it's so hard to face
Until I realize I'm the only one that put me in this place

Chorus

I'm gonna breathe I'm gonna live - that's right - nothing's
gonna stop me
I'm gonna shout I'm gonna scream - that's right - nothing's
gonna stop me
I'm gonna run I'm gonna fly - that's right - nothing's gonna
stop me
I'm gonna fight I'm gonna win - that's right - nothing's gonna
stop me
Nothing's gonna stop me, nothing's gonna stop me now - cause
the feeling's back
And you gotta love the feeling
I dug my hole too deep - I couldn't admit, I didn't know when
to stop
But you can only dig your hole six feet until the dirt comes
back on top
I've got a long way left to climb but I'll still look you straight in
the eye
And I can honestly say I'll never quit - not even on the day
I die

Chorus
___________________________
If you're not now, you never were.


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